Dearest Someone,

I mean, who actually needs to concentrate? I have so much work to do, yet my head is in many many different places and unfortunately focus only seems to last for a brief few minutes. At times I’m questioning if I’m just being lazy, it appears on paper as me simply being the laziest human on earth – but I simply cannot focus on one thing today. Though the irony is, I seem to be doing pretty well with this post – it seems when I have to read to make conclusions, draw arguments and provide information I cannot focus. (I’m in the process of writing a speech for debate, reading text for University work, and formulating my own work on digital-related study.)

The most frustrating factor of this ‘lack of concentration’ is that within my head I know exactly what I want to write, what I need to do and how to do it – but actually formulating sentences and understanding things seems to be a real struggle. I’m very good at procrastinating and letting my mind go off at a tangent – but it’s not good for me. I’ve recently begun a new string of therapy-type stuff, and I know that this is where my mind keeps wandering off too – but I’ve returned back to the old place in my head where I have no idea what I’m feeling or whats going on, so concentration and focus on what thing seems very much impossible today.

This little post has been great for releasing my thoughts etc. (Standard stuff) And, it’s the first thing I’ve been able to focus on today – so kudos to me, and I’m gunna go hopefully carry on with this focus, and apply it to my work!

Thanks 🙂